Happy Black Thing

25 Apr 2010
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Hi everyone. I’ve just completed my 1st week of work. In return my illness got even worse. How devastating. Actually it’s not really difficult working in the call center of UOB, maybe I’m saying that because among everyone my first week there is still quite smooth. I haven’t been scolded yet, but please I don’t want to be scolded x.x Touch wood. Anyway, I’m going to rest already, I hope I recover. I’m a strong willed Scorpio, I have a hard hard life.. ;)

21 Apr 2010
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It’s been some time again since I’ve blogged. Right as you can see from the date I took this picture with a kangaroo at the Singapore Mandai Zoo on the 9th of April. I’ve been handling so many stuffs that I rarely had anytime to blog. Right now I’m working at the UOB Call Center. The first day was pretty safe, however the 2nd day wasn’t as peaceful . Let’s hope it will just maintain and not deteriorate by even a little bit. I’ve been really tired nowadays, in all aspects. I am getting impatient with our difference in thinking. Right now I just want to do my job well, and lead a healthy life. I tried to sleep early, but so far my early is only capped at 1am. It’s fine not getting your understanding, but it’s definitely not fine getting your not understanding. I will never forgive you. Not to mention give you what I’ve been preparing for a period of time, I think you wouldn’t want it either. I’m starting to convert my love for you into hatred.

9 Apr 2010
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GREAT! I’ve done something “good” again. That pair of hand that’s stretched out for me yet I cannot reach. That loving lips that belongs to me yet I cannot kiss. That loving warmth feeling that is generated upon hugging cannot be felt now. That is my dear. Lots of misses before we can meet again in a few hours time. Maybe I don’t deserve your care. I should be punished. I am sinful.

I seem to be your nightmare.. What should I do? …

6 Apr 2010
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I thought today will be a happy day, but I’ve started to think otherwise. I managed to get an opportunity to go for the interview to work at UOB for my attachment. Also I’ve got a job that pays $9/hr. However, I think I made someone unhappy. I smsed to ask you for an assurance, but maybe you didn’t take it seriously. Maybe I was thinking too much. I couldn’t sleep. I am suppose to type my resume for my attachment. No mood for anything. But then I can only blame myself. I love you. Maybe it’s not a surprise to you anymore, but what I promised to make you will be ready next week. I will try to recover soon too. <3

1 Apr 2010
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Hi everyone. Time passed so fast and it’s already the 4th month of 2010. Today is 1st of April, Happy April Fools’ Day everyone! Before I carry on with my post, I’d like to share this video on flying penguins with everyone. You have got to watch it to believe it. It’s pretty amazing.

Alright, today’s post will be on April Fools’ Day. We all know what April Fool’s Day is, but have we ever wondered how such a day existed?
These were what I came across:

In Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales (1392), the “Nun’s Priest’s Tale” is set Syn March bigan thritty dayes and two. Chaucer probably meant 32 days after March, i.e. May 2, the anniversary of the engagement of King Richard II of England to Anne of Bohemia, which took place in 1381. However, readers apparently misunderstood this line to mean “March 32,” i.e April 1. In Chaucer’s tale, the vain cock Chauntecler is tricked by a fox.

In 1508, a French poet referred to a poisson d’avril (April fool, literally “April fish”), a possible reference to the holiday. In 1539, Flemish poet Eduard de Dene wrote of a nobleman who sent his servants on foolish errands on April 1. In 1686, John Aubrey referred to the holiday as “Fooles holy day”, the first British reference. On April 1, 1698, several people were tricked into going to the Tower of London to “see the Lions washed.” The name “April Fools” echoes that of the Feast of Fools, a Medieval holiday held on December 28.

In the Middle Ages, New Year’s Day was celebrated on March 25 in most European towns. In some areas of France, New Year’s was a week-long holiday ending on April 1. So it is possible that April Fools originated because those who celebrated on January 1 made fun of those who celebrated on other dates. The use of January 1 as New Year’s Day was common in France by the mid-sixteenth century, and this date was adopted officially in 1564 by the Edict of Roussillon.

In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the time of Noah. According to an English newspaper article published in 1789, the day had its origin when Noah sent his dove off too early, before the waters had receded; he did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April.

I don’t think anyone would really bother understanding after seeing the length and the unfarmiliar occurences. Anyway, Happy April Fool’s Day =)

27 Mar 2010
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All I can do now is believe in our love. Just a few days more. Let me do what I can do for you. I don’t wanna be the insensitive simple-minded me anymore. Dear, you are important to me.

26 Mar 2010
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I don’t know what to say. Lost for words. Could it be that you’ve been hinting me? I don’t know. I don’t know what to say. Why am I always so useless that I can’t do things on my own. Why am I so dependent. Why? Seeing the last sentence really pierced through my fragile heart. Haiz. I wanna do something for you too. To make you happy. For now I’ll just be discreet. Crying won’t solve anything, so I’ll be doing it =) I’d rather be a happily living pig than a roasted pork. Dear said love is selfish, and my selfishness is gonna hurt someone. All I can say for now is sorry. My dear is the most important person I have.

25 Mar 2010
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Today woke up early to meet dear for breakfast. Had kfc breakfast, for some reason didn’t had a good appetite. After that dear had to do some paper work, so followed dear back. Dear I love you =) Sleep early ar don’t always do your stuff until so late, wake up early and do also can de. Dear had to leave for meeting during dinner, and so I had to figure my way home. Waited the bus for quite some time. Realised that there is only 1 bus every 1 hour -.- I felt kind of stupid. Then changed a few bus until I finally reached home at around 9pm plus. So tiring, I think I slept through the bus journeys and then became energetic when I reached home to use my computer.. I haven’t been feeling well nowadays. Shall sleep early.